time for something to change.

who wants to go sailing with me?

dude, i love the xanga. for real for real. i don't think you will be seeing my last days on here anytime soon....

with that being said, i just uploaded like a million songs (no really, a million) on my computadora. which makes me freakin pumped about life. YEAAAAAA!

also, i am home. with my dearest friend tiffany. it is quite nice, i must admit.  i missed henry. and dusty. and boo. and roxy. and chelsey. i know everybody else misses them too. don't even play.

i hate school. no, not college. school. two very different things.

but i will press onward. cuz i'm a freakin soldier. and i like learning interesting things about the world.

thank you kim and tahni for being always being loyal to the xanga. we are in this together, you and i.

it's 2:30 and i'm at my house where i just finished writing a paper thats due in about 9 hours. seriously. what am i so apathetic about? i have no idea. all i can say is, coldplay and mat kearney are amazing in the wee hours. i'm a freaking addict to music. i can't go more than like 2 hours without it. it's like my cocaine? haha...that was kind of a bad analogy. but seriously. it's gotten to the point where i don't pay attention to whether or not i even like a song anymore by just hearing it. it's like i have to listen to it over and over and over again to take in every instrument, every note, every scratch or tone in a singer's voice. and i've come to love music thats imperfect because its so freaking beautiful.  i talk about music alot on this thing i've realized, but i've never realized what a huge part of my life it is until now...when i can't just go in the other room and bang around on the piano or hum melodies as they come to my head whenever i feel like it anymore. and i think it's making me crazy. everybody has a therapy, for tahni its art and for kim its weird things mixed together like the bible and chocolate and her dog beau (notice how i made that direct reference to the two of your reading this. hi friends- i miss you), my therapy is music, hands down kick his ass. (haha tahni- garden state)

so on that note i'm gonna have to give guster the thumbs up over flaming lips (even though both were incredible). the reason for this is that guster was so real. each of the guys could play multiple instruments and they did it all man.  they are a hundred times better live than on a recording.  They didn't even need to put on a big show with dancing santas and a spaceship to be absolutely incredible, which really got me. so i'm gonna be partial to guster on this one.

i just read back over this and realized it was completely pointless. um...sorry. lol. im tired??

i reaaaaaaaaallly wanna see paul mccartney live. because hes amazing